I am so scared. Tomorrow is the first day of classes and I'm terrified. Not for the classes themselves, but for the possibility I'm going to fall into what I did last year, which was essentially a black hole of depression and anxiety. My life became school - I didn't have friends, I didn't join any clubs. I never got out and about.
In these past three days I've reconnected with some old friends, and I've made quite a few new friends through them. And because of this, I'm really optimistic that I will have the opportunities to build a social life. I think seeing my therapist again will help me to figure out what I need to do in order to make sure I stay on track both with school and keeping a life outside of classes.
I guess I will just have to wait and see. And it all starts tomorrow. Goodnight, I guess.
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